Worried I'm going to start again :S
So I havn't self harmed in ... Months maybe just under a year even :) and I'm really happy with myself. But it's always been a struggle to stay on the right track and just lately it's been even harder, Iv been having days where I feel low again and they make me want to give up and do it. So many times I have been very very close to doing it but I've told myself that I've come so far and to do it now would ruin a years hard work, but the longer I manage not to do it the more I seem to want to do it. I just know that if I hurt myself I'll have really let myself down and I'll be even more low. When I was self harming before it was awful, I was just so so down all the time and I didn't care for my life at all. That's different now... I don't feel that horrible anymore but things are stressful and I'm worried last year is going to repeat itself. Anyone been in a similar situation :S xxx
Re: Worried I'm going to start again :S
[QUOTE=JennyGxx;5064457]When I was self harming before it was awful, I was just so so down all the time and I didn't care for my life at all. That's different now... [/QUOTE]
Please try to use the past as a reference point,in order to generate insight.
It's good news to hear that you do care about yourself and are implementing the necessary measures to help assure continued success.
A positive attitude will get you much further than a negative one.
You are going to get past this murky water and will soon see both clear water and blue skies again.
As with any storm,one has to wait it out and before you know it,said storm becomes a distant memory.
Please continue on the right road and know that we'll be here for support and advice when you need it.
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