I don't know anymore I feel like i am stuck in hell and know one cares about me. My family is not perfect by a long shot and my life is full of holes and pains. Living here anymore just makes me think it's not worth it anymore i think i need to go to a psych ward but it costs so much money and i don't want people calling me a psychopath and disrespect me for it. I can't handle the struggle anymore can't get no love from no one everyone of my elders are not getting any better. Any time someone sees me they think i am not suffering.
I just don't know what to do anymore school feels like a stop button for more pain to come. When you grow up true nature of people come into effect. I am just rambling now anyway though i would post this just to see if i could find a alternative i would tell you my life but its so long full of pain and at such a young age you would think better. I feel like everyday is not my day. I even done some stuiped crap involving skin smoothing if you understand what i mean by that i am not a cutter but its getting to the point i can't find any kind of release. Help?
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The following user gives a hug of support to mastalife: Phoenix (01-10-2013)
You don't need money to go to a mental hospital. I'm stone broke and I was forced into one for depression. It's best to voluntarily admit yourself, though. You say you are young and that's a good thing as the more time you have in front of you the more you can hope that things will change. And they do, for most people. Good luck.
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The Following User Says Thank You to permanetproblem For This Useful Post: Phoenix (01-10-2013)