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Okay so from the beginning, I have been with my current boyfriend for about 6 - 7 months. We are extremely happy and love each other. Ive never felt this way about anybody before and the thought of losing him is really bringing me down.

We do have sex without condoms as im on the pill and up until recently thought I was free of stds. My ex was checked before we had sex and he was fine, however I had a call from him lately when he was drunk saying he cheated on me with another girl and didnt wear anything and was sorry. I remember having slight symptoms while I was with him but thought it was due to me starting to take the pill and it was effecting my system.

As soon as I heard this from my ex I told my current boyfriend and booked a test in. He has said that whetever the outcome it wont change anything between us but i fear his just saying this because he thinks im fine. I know that ive done all I can do and im awaiting my results. Ive been honest with him and I hope he sees this. I would never have put him at risk if I had known.

Im just dreading the results and haviong to tell him. Although it cant be any worse than what im going through now. 3 weeks for a test result! Surely thats not right!