I was pretty forward in pursuing him, he' s really good looking and everyone even his friends would say he's suck a *****! lol and i admit it brought me back to the highschool days when we would like a guy the meaner he was to us, anyways we finally exchanged info (he's also shy) and we were instantly texting back and forth! it was weird we just became like best friends or something and we would and still do talk on the phone for hours about everything and anything.. we have been together almost everyday talking on the phone for hours or being together BUT we still haven't had sex yet?!!!! I really feel like i'm a 'cover' for him to his family and also just a companion.i think he's lonely too i'm 22years old and he's 30, i often think maybe he has a slow sex drive?????? i am so clueless we havent done anything except he felt me up thats as far as it went!!!*** ....I used to always kiss him good night at the end of each night and then i thought i would stop and see if he would kiss me...He doesnt!!!! i'm so scared at this point i an so emotionally involved i really think i might be in love with him thats why i'm so scared and i cant talk to my friends because once i say i think my boyfriend might be gay i cant ever take it back
thinking about loosing him just makes me cry.
Can you tell me how to test him??? how will i know i'm so scared to even find out but i'm really starting to feel insecure at this point about myself