Listen... I hope I can change your life by replying to your thread..
I was originally one of the first men to post a thread up on PPP. Trust me man, always wanting to have sex in the dark, not wanting to hook up because of your fear that your partner might see those little beads on the rim of your penis. Oh and the toothpaste ( It makes your penis really dry ), the nail polish remover, vicks cold rub, that other thing in the brown bottle that oxide thing that puts the scabs on your johnson. Yeah man im not lying. I even went through all of high school thinking i had genital warts. I bought cortizone, wart removals, the Dr. gave me Elicone, was even about to get the aldara. I know how you feel. Your only messing up your dingle ling. The best advice that i can give to you is you have to wake up and just not give a hoot one day.
My friend if it wasnt for PPP I wouldnt be on this board. And prolly many other men wouldnt be on this board either. Mr. HeyDude was going through the same thing your going through but not anymore. Look. I dont know if the remedies your reading are real but, i do know this. To make you feel more comfortable, watch a porn, and i dont mean to be gay but, if you pay attention carefully, most of those guys have PPP going around the head of their penises. But they are small and his is because the penis is so hard that the PPP stretch out and get smaller. It becomes almost invicible. If the head of your penis is the same or almost the same complexion as the shaft of your penis, your a lucky person. If you can get an erection so hard that the papules stretch out, then your lucky. I am neither.
Being that im uncircumcized, the tip of my penis is just a little bit lighter then the shaft. I get a really hard erection, but i have a little bit more fore skin then the average guy. ( Elephant Trunk ). Im taking it a step at a time you know. Im not going to ask for oral just yet. Luckily i just got some in the past 3 weeks. In the dark. But that dosnt count. Oh yeah!! When you hold your penis in your hand, keep in mind that, you can see the bumps better then she can. Cuz you see right behind the rim. You see the bumps. She only sees a one eyed monster.
When i first had sex, i was 19. I didnt even care if she saw them or not. I said F it man. I need me some sex. I didnt even care if she was going to ask about them. I just whipped him out and threw the condom on. I dont even think girls notice them man. Just like we dont notice those bumps around a girls nipples. The sex was great.
All my worries shifted from, PPP to keeping an erection after i orgasm, trying to give a girl one. In grown hairs, razor bumps.
But listen, this post is really long. If there is anything i want you to remember from this post, remember this.. My advice.. Exclusivly from me, MR.HEYDUDE.
Tomorow i want you to wake up and not give a rats *** about your fears.
Live your life man. Sex is great. Stop waisting time cuz I think your need summ.