 Penis Condition, Skin
Since I was 13-14 I have masterbated. However, I have been told on many occasion that i have a large sized penis.
Over the years I have continued to masterbate daily or every other day and have found that I alternate in time, short or perhaps a lengthy amount of time at it.
I often have found that I have to try different forms of lotions or lubricants.
For the last 3 years I have noticed that It has gotten to the point whare i have rubbed raw, and sometimes bleed.
This is not a good thing. But because of my sexual stamina Its hard to decrease the "use" and I have found that i have repeat sections whare my hand hits the same area and i can not seem to put an end to this.....
not only is it this that concerns me, i often wonder if I was cercumsized too short and theres not enough skin there..because..
when i get very firm the skin just doesnt seem to have the streagth to keep up with endurance. I feel that perhaps and lately have wondered if there is a way to graph skin to this location to reinforce this...
although i know men between the ages of 17-22 are in their sexual peak, i seemed to hit my peak at around 17 and from there on out, have felt a large decline, but not because of my desire, because thats there...
but because while in the role of intercourse, i find it hard to allow my partner to fully express her love or affection towards me in this area, becuase i fear she will cause a tear at the skin.
this area is (while looking down) below the head and on the right side of the shaft, and in recent inspection tears in 2-3 spots, from anywhare between 3-7 mm's.
I fear this to be a serious condition and one which might lead to complications, because I am getting married soon, and one might only image whats going to happon after that, and I want to be able to perform and actually enjoy my marriage and my abilities from there on out.
I hope someone has some advice, on a SERIOUS level, and not just the typical I KNOW BUT DONT KNOW mind set, because being in this situation i have tried to change my form and my environment with masterbation, but cant do much else while with my partner, but limit their role or actions, and i dont want to do that.
I also dont wish to turn to alternate "tools" to perform "solo" stimulation, because i have no desire to have or use "tools" at this moment, unless at the disgression or wishes of my partner.
Any suggestions or advice?
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