ED at a young age
Hey every- glad I found these boards because this question has been on my mind for awhile and I could never bring it up to anyone close.
I'll keep some things simple but I think I might have an erectile disfunction? I'm only 19 and have had problems when it comes to intercourse with a woman. I am still a virgin, yet I have been close to haveing sex with two differant women, both times failing horribly that lead to embarrising memories for the rest of my days.
The first time I was 14 and with a girl I really liked, and I couldent get hard at all. When she did dicide to go down there, I got very scared and nervous. Way more nervous then normal I think. And I think there's something wrong with how close I let a girl get physicly. The second time I was 17 and with a slightly older girl(21) that just seemed like a cool person, and when she went down I instantly went limp after being hard. Two very embarresing moments. for awhile I thought that I just might have been nervous, and was young and need to get over it. But now I think it might be a combination of many things.
When I do masterbate, I noticed that I have to keep stimulation on my penis, or else I will go flacid. If I let go I will slowly lose my hardon. I also can't masterbate standing up which I wanted to know if that was normal, because I tried it to test myself I guess. I seem to have to be extremely relaxed to stay really hard. I feel like i'm to young for all that, but it happens and it's dissapointing. I havent taken drugs in along time, and i'm not gay so you guys know.