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I'm single and have been a crossdresser for quite a few years and have always wanted someone else to "dress" with. I always kept this part of my life hidden for fear of ridicule.

Imagine my surprise when I found that my married buddy was also a crossdresser! We had no idea that each other did this. I don't mean just putting on a dress. I mean the whole thing. Complete body shaving, make-up, hair, nails, clothing, shoes and even realistic fake breasts.

Anyhoo, we have had several "dates" for lack of a better word, where we would get together and dress. For awhile that's all that went on. Then we started to include masturbation with our little get togethers, with no touching involved.

Well, this past weekend, we went from masturbating together to oral and anal sex. But I was shocked at what was going on.

We were so caught up in the moment that we didn't hear his wife come in. I was completely ashamed of myself and terrifed that someone else knew. She said that she knew that I also dressed and was completely fine with it. And that this "date" planned so that she could "discover" my friend and I, together. Because, she has had a fantasy about us being together and having sex. I wanted to leave and go home! but the three of us ended up having sex together.

I have always considered myself straight, because I have always been with women and have never thought about anything more than mutual masturbation while with my buddy.

Now, I'm more confused than ever!

Any advice would greatly be appreciated!

Thank you!