| Fear that i will never be able to have normal sex life
Hi all I'm 26 male. Never had sex before, i don't even have girlfriend. But still i dream of it.. and perhaps it can happen at age 30 and then someday i'll have sex. I have all this intense sexual build up everyday, so sometimes i masterbate,, and the bad thing is when i do.. i have pains. Nothing can be done to fix this.. it's just pains and nerve pains that docs just have no answer to..well anyways, i notice that masterbation just light touching, causes pain... so i fear that sex would be even worse to the point that i can't even have it. More over my penis is so small and skinny, perhaps because i 'm really skinny boneed.. and I've been told by docs i may have Marfan's disease.. so it's realy small and skinny, and that along with the fact that i'm damaged and i have pain, i don't know how in the world i can have comfortable sex with a girl.. She would have to be immobile and me jus penetrate but without moving at all. So, what do you say, should i get the idea of "having sex" in the future, out of my life?
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