Loss of drive and was it ever there?
Hi im just starting my first year of college to give you a clue of what im around all day. I have had plenty of girlfriends in the past and have always been physically attracted to women, but i never really enjoyed sex that much. Or better i had a hard time getting off, but not up. I started realizing my friends would talk about sex like if they could only have one thing that would be it. I was more or less thinking i could take it or leave it compared to just masturbating. This caused some confusion so I thought i might be into guys so i did some homosexual stuff. Everytime the same result of feeling absolute regret would come almost immediately after the act. So i figured out i wasn't gay haha. Then i started with girls again, and i mean i really do think women are sexy and get aroused to them but the act of sex just isn't fun to me. My size is average so i dont think it has anything to do with that. I have done a lot of drugs which i know may have destroyed some of my ability to feel pleasure. If that's the case is there anyway to regain pleasure or make it more intense? any advice will help thanks