Ummm THEY ARE UGLY!!! lol im a girl and i have one and of course there ugly, no ones "lower" body parts are pretty. I mean i don't think its meant to be pretty. Ya its a nasty place to be around but it is part of the whole effect of "sexual pleasure" U may just be at apoint where youve seen to much of it and you can't stand it. I mean The only time youd really be "looking" at it would be if you were um "down" there on her and there is absolutly nothing that says you have to go down there with your face. i've talked to a lot of guys that think its absolutly disgusting and hideious, but they like to pleasure the girl and it pleasures them so they compromise. There isn't anything wrong with you. I dont know if youve ever been with a girl to stick you in that situation. but its nothing to be afraid of, if you are with a girl then don't think about it, just let things flow, if you think about how disgusting it is then you might be prude in that area all ur life.. Hmm that could really suck!!! You'll get over it.. Maybe you should stop watching porn. im 19 also and I don't find anything pretty about any of it. lol maybe im weird. but its all normal and can be fun!! WOW i sound corny, lol and if it wasn't supposed to be there then how would we procreate? hHMMMM hehe I hope that you figure it out and in due time you'll figure it out why you don' tlike it too much... -chrys
um... and i dont get it your "experiments?" or did you mean experiences. I hate to tell you this but... maybe how do I say this? but maybe the female body doesn't fulfill you... Or it could be your just not ready and you don't find the need for any of it at the moment, what you think and how you feel is complelty normal don't worry k?