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welll here it goes. my and my boyfriend have been going out for 6 months and i love him so much and i have never felt so connected to anyone. im still a virgin but weve done pretty much everything else. im so afraid to let him go down on me because of the way i look down there. he always is telling me im so beautiful and i am confident with the way i look but if im so beautiful then why do i look so ugly down there? one side of my inner labia or lips is longer than the other it sticks out about an inch past my outer labia. the other side is completely hidden and does not stick out at all. i have thought about getting like surgery to get it reduced but ive heard that larger labia increases stimulation during sex. im just mostly afraid of what my boy friend will think. my boyfriend keeps like begging me to let him perform oral on me and we always get so close to doing it then i get scared and dont ever let him. i want him to cause i know it feels good but im afraid hell be like ew. i dunno if i should talk to him about it.. ive tried before but its such an awkward topic that is so hard to bring up. so if you can help, that would be excellent
thank you<333