When you're in the mood and masturbating, is it completely normal to really want to destroy (for a lack of a better word) someone then feel an immediate regret after the deed is done?
Example: While it's happening I really want to have sex with chick A. After it's over I think to myself "no I wouldnt really do it; why did I think that would've been a good idea?"
So it's more of a psychological question than a physical one.
I have this exact same issue! I'm not a guy obviously, but yeah it's almost as though I feel guilty afterwards. Like, 'that would never happen why would I think of that' or just a feeling of shame even though there is none. Weirrrrd...