Hey Dragon... Ok, this might sound rude, but that's not my intentions. There's one word for you to stop this from happening..the word is "no". I know its hard to say when youre in the moment, but later it will make you feel better. I totally relate with you on this, and i know how it feels to feel dirty after not saying no. I tell my best friend everything and I just wrote her a card saying "You have more respect for me than i have for myself". Since i wrote that card, it's really made me think about the whole "guy situation". I don't know what you do, but do you tell the guy before you hook up what you want to do?? with me, i dont like to plan things..so i just say whatever happens... and if you have said no to a guy and he continues to do whatever, then he has no respect for you either and you need to get out of that before you get raped. I know it's hard to say no when you're having a good time. But when you do say no to a guy before it gets too far, trust me, afterwards, you'll feel so much better, i promise..!! Good luck
-Nug
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