im a 20 year old virgin. never inserted anything in my vagina, dont do sports and dont use tampons as in my culture it is really important to keep my hymen intact till marriage. ok i masturbate...externally!! the other day, i "humped" my pillow...a few minutes later, i found a small amount of blood in my panties. i went to 2 doctors and they said my hymen was intact (but i didnt tell them "the whole story" u know as its taboo here). i never stopped masturbating externally though, but there's this thing thats really worrying me...now orgasm is really different!! after that "humping" i did, it became really intense! before, it used to last for like 1 or 2 seconds max. but now i have these intense contractions! im worried that it may have something to do with my hymen.
1. can humping my pillow break my hymen?
2. does orgasm feel different after breaking my hymen?
3. can intense orgasm break my hymen? (i mean these vaginal contractions) thank you so much for your help in advance.