| Unable to orgasm.. help? Nothing feels good.
I can orgasm with a powerful vibrator but it feels like pleasureless.. not what other people describe at all. It just feels like a muscle contraction.
I can't orgasm in any other way though. Masturbation doesn't feel good to me. The only time stimulation feels good is when my boyfriend does something inside of me but **** stimulation doesn't feel great.
I have OCD and mild depression. I think the OCD makes me not enjoy it much because I feel like I'm constantly checking to see if I'm feeling the right way. If I'm trying to get aroused on my own with like porn or whatever I'm constantly checking if I'm aroused enough and I never am, then I give up.
So has anyone ever dealt with this problem before? Has sex ever felt pleasureless then after you got some type of treatment it finally feels good, the way it should? I'm really worried after I treat the OCD and depression I will still have this problem. It's a lifelong problem and the OCD and depression might not be. I just don't know what to do, I wish I was normal.
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