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Old 07-14-2012, 10:13 PM   #1
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Exclamation HELP! Sexually repressed

Hi there,

I apologize in advance if I sound crude. I never talk about sex. I'm the girl with pig tails who is sugar spice and everything nice and it's just eating me up inside.
Here's the thing: I grew up believing that sex before marriage is worse than all the horrendous acts of Hitler and Sadam put together. Now I'm backed into a corner, not because I'm afraid I'll go to hell or anything but because I think that if I have sex I'll get pregnant or get Aids and my life will be over. Also, from other people's relationships it almost seems as if guys can't just love you for who you are anymore. They always cheat, so somehow I feel like if I have a niche, I'll be a step ahead other girls. And somehow my man will just stick around forever.
I've made out a few times with about 3 different guys, but that's as far as I let it go. My routine is I pretty much physically run from guys I'm attracted to. Even though I often day dream about them fondling my huge breasts, kissing me raveneously and just making love to me passionately. I'm so horny its embarrassing. I've been trying to repress this for so long by running away, now something else is catching up with me. Since I'm running from boys, recently I've found myself looking at girls breasts and I'm not even attracted to girls- its embarrassing. I have the exact same problem with my crushes. They feel insulted when I actively look at other guys and make intense eye contact with them in their presence. It seems I never get any action so my eyes take in all they can get. I have no idea when I'm going to get married, I haven't even found the one. And it doesn't help that I'm only attracted to guys who are like Brad Pitt hot and I'm very picky. I have this movie idea of love. I figured since all men cheat, I might as well get myself eye candy while I'm at it. How do I stop my eyes from looking at guys as if I want to jump them and looking at girls breasts?
And sex before marriage is out of the question, its not like I have that much self esteem now, but most of it is riding on being well- a virgin. I have no idea why this is so important to me- it just is.
Suggestions?

Last edited by Audience; 07-14-2012 at 11:13 PM.

 
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