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I have been dating my boyfriend for four months now!! Like two months ago I found a bumb low on his shaft!! I made an appointment for him!! I had to go in with him too because he was scared!! The Doc said it was HPV!! He has had it for about six months!! So she told me I could have a HPV test done!! I did it and it cost $125!! Anyway, it came back positive!! My last pap was right when I started dating my boyfriend and it was fine!! SO she told me that they would do a colposcopy!! I did and I have dysphasia!! SO I go in Monday do to the leep!!

To my point!! I found pumps yesterday!! They just appeared!! put they aren't outside!! They are inside in cracks!! Like, if you open me up, it is in the cracks on the left and right side!! They are in very moist areas!! I have done a lot of research!! But everything I read does not help me!! I called the doctor and they said they will look at them before the leep!! I was just wondering if anyone had warts inside but still detectable from outside!! All the creams that seem to work say that they can not be applied in moist areas!! I don't know if you can use acid in moist areas!!

Pain is not a problem for me!! I don't care if they cut them off!! I have delt with warts all my life!! I have had warts burned off my hands ever since I was a little girl!! I even had stiches from them!! Another question!! I can't fit the HPV strand for the warts on my hands!! Will I be able to fit these off???

This has happened in just four months and it has been the worst four months of my life!! I have delt with a lot and this is hard to understand!! My boyfriend is a blessing!! He is the greatest guy!! I totally know I am going to spend the rest of my life with him!! He went out with a girl for two years before me!! She is the only person he has had unprotected sex with besides me!! When I tell him that she probably gave him the warts he defends her!! This has put a lot of stress on our relationship but he told me he will be with me even if it takes six months before we can do it!!! Anyway, I got PID from my first, first love and I was with him for six months!! Does anyone know if the scaring from this and the HPV will raise my risk for cancer or make it hard for me to have kids!!

I am only 21!! I work two jobs and go to school!! I have no money, have bills out the butt and I can't tell my mother!! She would kill me!! Does anyone know how much money it will cost for creams or cutting them off!! I don't know what I will have done!!

I stopped smoking, I am taking vitamines and folic acid and I have always eaten really good! If anyone could help me out I would greatly apprecitate it!! I am so scared!! Not about the leep!! I know that is no big deal!! Just about the treatment because I know some arne't successful as others and if I will keep having break outs!! I know everyone is different!! I don't think it will be good because the way my life is going I will probably break out all the time for the rest of my life!!

Any remarks will help me out greatly!!
Thanks

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