I'll get straight to the point i recently visited amsterdam where i stupidly had two sexual encounters, 1 with a female sex with condom then i gave oral without.. secondly a transsexual which alone im struggling to come to terms with as i have a gf whose unaware of the situation.. I gave anal.. wearing a condom (which i didnt see come out of a packet) so in my head it could have been tampered with teared or just not be a proper condom, unsafe.. there was also deep kissing with tongues so im also worried about hepititis syphilis.. urine tests have came back all negative
i go for my 6 week blood test next thursday which seems to be dragging like years each day im unable to sleep, go into work or do anything other than lie in my bed worrying and having suicidle thoughts i just dont know what to do. 7 days after exposure i formed red lines either side of my eyebrows which were dark red almost like a cut which dried over and was gone 3 days later.. recently red dots come and go on my arms and i just generally feel like complete ****
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yeah but i had to ask for the condom im sure if i didnt ask he would have happily gone unprotected he also asked me to perform oral which i declined just the whole situation was dirty and unclean.. and cant think what the marks under my eyes could have been, Im also getting areas on my arms coming up in red dots which go within minutes
im talking about an asian ladyboy here not to discriminate but from what ive read on the net the percentage of hiv in amsterdam has gone up due to drug users and transexual workers.. i had a blood test after 10 days which was clear ive seen my gp 3 times and nothings helping or getting easier im really struggling to cope.. how accurate is a blood test after 6 weeks? thanks for the support by the way apollo.. but to say im at no risk cant be true im just losing my mind out of worry and keeping it from my girlfriend
A hiv test at 6 weeks is 99% conclusive. The fact that guilt is messing with your head does not manufacture a risk buds. As i said, they use condoms because they dont wont hiv for two reasons.
1, for the same reason you dont,
2, because they would not be able to work again.
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