i always remember having panic and anxiety . i did not know what was wrong with me as a child but as i got older a doctor said he thought i had anxiety and of course when i ran to the emergency room having severe anxiety and panic they would look at me and tell me pretty much what i knew . i have panic and anxiety. i used to let it cripple me til i got older and a treatment plan going. i know i will probably always have to deal with this. i see a councelor who helps me realize why i have anxiety. my dad was a alcoholic and my mom had control issues great child hood. i am so glad that i am not the only one who suffers this. i wish doctors understood more about anxiety and panic . maybe one day. sometimes i feel like mine look at me kinda funny. i feel anxiety held me back from so much in life. but hopefully i can work more on that. i hope my story is not to silly.