| my aniexty story from freshmen year of college
So here's how my anxiety started. When I was doing this English paper in class for one night, I suddenly felt an unease feeling. I was trying to finish this paper and suddenly I feel my heart pumping. I also feel my body shaking and blood rushing really fast. I thought I was going to die. I never felt something like this to be honest and it was quite a scary experience. Something I do not want to experience ever again in my life. My mom told me what's wrong. I told her I feel like I'm going to pass out. I'm like trying to shake it off, but to no avail. Ever since that day I've been seeing the psychologist and taking pills. I really hate taking pills for this kind of stuff, but I do not like the feeling of chest pounding, irregular heartbeats, heavy breathing, can't breath at all feeling, mind going blank and other anxiety related issues. It was hell. That's all I have to say.
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