mel1284

I'm 23 and messed up. I'm married but my husband is working his way through a drug addiction so isn't much help; as much as he tries. My family hate me; seriously, they told me. I'm leaving my flat cause I can't afford it, my mum has had a warrant put out for my husband's arrest because she's accusing him of stealing from her when he didn't so I'm worried about him. I find it hard to get out of bed in the morning and most recently, am feeling anxious constantly; my stomach is in knots for no apparent reason, I get scared to go outside or some days, even get out of bed. I think I'm gonna lose my job because I rarely keep them up to date because I'm scared and can't get a sicknote until I visit the doctor on Monday. I feel really alone because I had a normal life and have tried to 'snap out of it' twice by going back to work and stopped taking the antidepressants but all that did was make me suicidal.



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