Re: My story...
Everything you are feeling is natural. You have learned a lot in your life so far. Its important you keep learning. Guys do let you down, no matter what age. Girls in secondary school are the bitchiest and you learn to play the game or end up feeling like a victim. The secret to this is to know that every single girl is insecure about something. There are NO exceptions to this. Keep your eyes open, there are plenty of people to be friends with. Don't cling to anyone, that's a surefire way of making them run a mile. Be self sufficient, the fact that you're on here says that you are already. Life is always changing, nothing stays the same. You will see this as a good thing eventually. Try to be nice to your parents. They weren't born old and the same action always gets the same results. If things don't improve, find other role models. You will get through this. I did. In a few years you will be independent and can do anything you put your mind to. Do not give up. Every single day do one thing that you can be proud of. It doesn't matter how big or small it is. That is the key to self worth. People will let you down - FACT. But, you will meet some brilliant people too, who will always be there - FACT. In the meantime, be kind to yourself and others and let your guard down a little, how else can the light get in?
Lots of love
Your online buddy
XXX(Now that's better than a kick in the head isn't it?)