| have had depression for too long
I have been suffering from depression ever since my son was born 15 years ago. I was first put on Prozac, but got the Prozac poop outs, then switched to Celexa, not just recently switched to Zoloft. I was always hoping that my brain would finally figure out how to make enough serotonin, but have come to the conclusion that it is never gonna happen and I will be on anti d's for the rest of my life. That in itself makes me sad. I have been super stressed lately and that is adding to my depression and anxiety. Got divorced and now budgeting bills and playing mom and dad is stressful. I am looking into meditation hoping that it will make me feel at least a little better. I have been on an emotional roller coaster for far too long. | 
