A bit of my story...
I don't know where to start. I guess my depression started taking over my life since I was 13. I got into drugs at 14 and during that time I was raped. I always felt like someone or something was haunting me everywhere I go. In high school I went through so many changes abuse by boyfriends and family, friends even. I lost all my friends in high school because of my depression. And it seems like everyone looks down on me. Right now I donít really have anyone to talk to, no one who understands what I am going through. I really feel like there is no point of living. I barely go out unless I have to work or see my boyfriend (he is literally the only person I talk to, and he never wants to hear about my depression). I just rather stay at home and stay to myself. I dream about suicide all the time, the only thing that stops me is my dad because he needs financial help and thatís the only reason why I am here. My mom has a mental/personality disorder and doesnít talk to anyone. I have no other family, because of my mom, no one talks to us. I feel like such an outcast.
Whoever reads this... thank you, I kindly appreciate it.