Lately I have been missing someone to hold or even just to talk to. I just noticed that I wanted to talk to someone but had no one to talk to. My best friend I have had since I can't remember has gotten a girlfriend and I haven't talked to him since and I miss him. I recently broke up with my boyfriend who unfortunately was way too clingy and acted more like my mother then someone I can go to to complain about people like my mum (not that I do it much) but still. For only a few moths that I was with him we cuddled rarely and only for the first few months. I knew this was just the honey moon stage but I wanted to make it last until he changed so extremely.
Also my parents are having their own problems at the moment with employment and I may have to move so its hard to just sit and talk to them. I don't have any girlfriends at school either because they are just all too bitchy and I can't really trust them but I still hang out with them just not tell them things personal. I just want someone to hold, flirt with, laugh with even just talk to without them criticising me. I'm nearly finished school and I am very excited to get out of this town to go and maybe make some friends and start everything new. I miss having that one person to talk to about everything! Helpppppp!!!