Re: this is my story.
You don't say why you are living far away from family--could you move back closer? Although I have no idea of what you are going through I do believe you need family, friends and God in your life.
Good luck and God bless.
January 31, 2013: A2PTT reconstruction, flexor digitorum longus to posterior tibial tendon transfer, Achilles lengthening, allograft
August 11, 2014: Repair ruptured Achilles tendon.