destinyawaits

well guys , this is my story...... i have an 1oyr old from a previous relationship but sufered a post delivery infection. At the time i didnt know that this could have caused permenant damage but realised after ttc for a while, i had some investigations done and it turns out i have mild pcos, a possibly blocked tube and adhesions on my other falloipion tube . I am awaiting a 2nd hsg to determine weather surgery on my right tube is an option and also to further investigate the right tube . Sometimes it is easy to deal with and other days the reality of the problem comes crashing down .At the moment iam struggling as people around me are pregnant and i feel happy for them but feel constantly reminded of my problem. i dont want to seem selfish and they know my struggles..

<I have> bouts of depression that accompany this