Misnatch

Hello New member been reading for a while and I have a question for those who have had multiple full thickness tears and re-tears. I had a nasty fall in the fall of 2009 and the result was a total full thickness tear with 6cm retraction of the rotator cuff and bicep tendons. My surgeon repaired the cuff and re-attached the bicep and I ended up with 5 non asbsorbable anchors. I had rehab for about 5 months and the shoulder really did not seem to get better but I kept going with PT In April he repaired the other shoulder that was also damged in the fall this one was not as severe 3 cm tear . That shoulder has almost returned to full function and I am very pleased with the surgury Then right after that surgury I was reaching with my right arm the bad one and I felt a extremly painful shock on the top of the shoulder. My surgeon didan MRI and it showed a full conplete re-tear of the cuff. Did the surgury in Aug and he indicated it was a massive tear and he said he was able to get it back together but he was only able to get 2 anchors and that I needed very conservative rehab. It has been almost 4 months and I do not have a good felling about my recovery. Some of it may be that I am very worried I will tear the cuff again and the surgeon said this was it he wouldnot be able to do anymore repair if the cuff re-tore. So my question has anyone else had this experience and did you recover what was the lenght of recovery time and how much use did you regain of the repaired arm. Like I said I am trying hard with my therapy but it is going so slow and I am so tentative to really push it the little my therapist askes me to. Any help would be much appreciated. Thanks