Ok, seriously, im so at the end of my rope, its not even funny. I had BEAUTIFUL skin...when i was 12!

since then its been red and blotchy and gross at the very least!! My face started to clam down a bit when I was 17. It hasnt gotten any better since. That is 6 years of no improvment and no change.
I was on diane 35 for a year but stoped it cause it didnt help. finaly after 10 years my family doctor let me go see a dermatologist. The new doctor put me on anitibiotics (horse pills) and this horrible gel..(i forget the name off hand, it drys your skin out so badly you look like a burn victum) Needless to say i quit taking that too. What is worse being red from acne or red cause your skin is being burnt off nightly? Talk of accutane came up but i read about it and im not interested.
I get many small black heads on my chin nose forehead..you know. I also have HUGE pores on my cheeks for all many years that i had huge red pimples everywhere. SOOOO anyone have an ideas?
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oh and since this proactive link keeps wanting to pop up.. Yes i tired that too!! it work pretty good till i started having reactions to it. Waking up with your eyes so swollen you cant see isnt pretty!!