I cant take it anymore

[Mr.G]

I am so sick of being me...it absoulty sucks. Im a male I am 22, Im short 5'7'' I haveterd to lose my hair..not really noticeable yet...I have a nice face and I am really built but for some reasone the girls just do not dig me. TONIGHT was HORRIBLE. I was at a party talking to this girl for a good while...then my roomate comes up to her..6'2 perfect hair, nice face...he talkes to her for like a min...and bam there in the next room making out....now he borught her back to my place and I can hear them fu***ing as I write the post. I sit here and think that life is so freakin unfair I just want to kill myself. I work so damn hard for everything. I go to school full time, I work full time, I receantly earned my pilot's license and I have my own plane....I am in no means boring..I usually make people laugh supper hard. In the last three weeks my roomate had been gone working...the first weekend he goes out he gets a girl...while each weekend I have tried..nothing...I just fu**king cant take it anymore, I mean I am a really good looking guy...peopl tell me I look like jude law...but because I am short and losing my hair it doenst matter, I may as well be dead. If I didnt have a loving family I woudl end it now...I am so sick of it. ****

[Ric9]

No offense dude but you don't know tough. I'm 22, 5'6", overweight, acne, losing my hair, no friends, no girlfriend, no job, no money. I have absolutely nothing to live for except the fact that I have good parents who want the best for me. Without that I probably would've killed myself. That and the hope that one day things could be better. Atleast your in school, atleast you have a job and goals. Atleast you can talk to girls and probably could get a girl if you wanted. Maybe you should aim a little lower in terms of your standards but you're just bummed that a girl you like ended up banging one of your friends. Atleast you have friends.

[Mr.G]

EGAD holy crap sorry about this message I was really drunk and I was in my alternate ego. I really blew this out of proportion...for one I really didnt even talk to the girl she was she sitting near me...well I was starting up a conversation and my friend flanked me. BAsterd anyways it is alright I dont really want to hook with a girl that will sleep with a guy within 2 mintues of knowing him...I hate my drunk self. Yes at the time it sucked, it always sucks when you go home empty handed...but I would rather find a quality girl...it just that when it is really late at night you get lonley..sorry bout message and sorry If I offended anyone here with my "problems". Hey many you doing anything for your hair? I take propecia and use minox...it has seemd to slow it down a lot. I used to also have acne...I used Retin-a and that got rid of it. OK well good luck.

[MrOwl]

I am glad you can see what is happen.

You might want to try places other than bars to find a quality girl. Try school academic clubs and athletic events.

[Ric9]

I'm fine thanks.