Ibp35: How did you find the Botox (aside from the ouch!)? I've heard about this treatment in place of the sphincterotomy, but I'm wondering how many doctors are using botox. It sounds so much more appealing to me than getting the muscle cut which is such a permanent procedure. I worry about my "control" not only after the procedure but also fifty years from now.
Chiggins: I hear ya! I know exactly how you feel about the relapses. I've had my fissure for about three months now and it has gotten better a few times only to re-tear. I was completely pain free for a good two weeks or so about a month back and I started thinking I was healed... no such luck. Now, once again things have improved to the point where I have had no bleeding for a couple of weeks now, but still some pain during a bm (not much) and a little pain after (only for an hour or so). Compared to when I was at my worst: excruciating (make you wanna scream) pain, lots of blood and the after-pain for about six or seven hours, my current condition seems like a walk in the park. That doesn't mean that I'm happy with things though. I just want to be 100% back to normal!
As for your doctor saying that nitro cream is for spasms, yeah it is but if you have any kind of anal pain, you are gonna have spasms, it's a natural response. The whole point of the nitro is to keep you from spasming and causing more tearing. *sigh* your doctor sounds like my doctor and most doctors for that matter! I was given cortisone cream which I later learned can cause thinning of the skin (the last thing I need) and it really didn't do anything for me except irritate the area more.
Are you having lots of baths (short warm baths - 15 mins or so about four times a day)? If not try that and try epsom salts in the bath - that relaxes muscles as well. If you have a lot of after pain (after a bm), try getting yourself a little heating pad to sit on immediately after a bm. It has worked really well for me.
Sherill