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Originally Posted by angel monkey
I know how you all feel. Well, maybe not all of you. :  I have had severe chronic uticaria for going on 5 years now. I have 2 kids to take care of and I am so sick of being drugged and tired all the time. I'm alway's worrying were the next hive will appear, since I get a lot of them on my face. They hurt and itch and I am so sick of it. Why can't all the doctors and allergists etc. at least act like they care and try to do something about all of us who are so missereable. I have been tested for everything, nothing comes up. I'm only 23 and don't want to spend my life like this, I don't want my kids to remember me like this either. Sorry I know I am complaining a lot when some of you have it worse than I do. It is just so good to tell people who actually understands. I mean, my husband is understanding, but he can never TRULY get it.  So thanks for listening and let me know if anyone finds a cure. ANYTHING.
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Thanks so much for posting - you put it into words so well. Like you, my case is "mild" compared to most of the others who post here about hives. But it's the not knowing that can make a person crazy. Not knowing why, and not knowing when, and not knowing when they start to flare how bad they are going to get and how long they are going to last. And lastly - am I going to live with this for the rest of my life? I imagine that this is (to some degree) what it feels like to be stalked.
I think the main problem with the medical community at large is that they just don't have the answers. I am fortunate enough to have a great doctor though - at least he admits his limitations and the limitations of his peers, is very sympathetic, and really listens to and works with me. He has ordered RAST testing when I demanded it, knowing that it was unlikely to produce anything clinically useful. I think he pacifies me for the *psychological* benefits. Negative data is still data, and still feels like progress I guess.
One useful bit for everyone tired of the drugs: I have found that the sedative effects of Benedryl fade away over time. My doctor has me on Zyrtec and Pepcid every day for the foreseeable future, and then Benedryl on top of that as needed. I have had many weeks of taking 75mg - that's 3 pills - every 4-6 hours. I was really doped of course when I started, but after about 2-3 weeks I felt absolutely no sedative effects. It probably won't work exactly this way for everyone, but I wanted to offer a small bit of hope.
Today is my first Benedryl-free day in about 3 or 4 weeks. I have weaned myself down over the last few days and have been symptom free for a couple of days. We'll see how long this lasts... At the first sign of itch or swelling I will start taking it again.