Trying to "kick" two addictions at once is kinda tough,even one at a time is rough,maybe you should try and hold off onthe cigs til you feel a bit better.that nicotine gum can make you feel pretty darn sick too.I tried it once way back when and I had to stop after like the third miserable day using it,it not only made me feel sick,it also gave me actual sores in my mouth just because it was so incredibly harsh.
I still think making that appt for the check up with your doc and some testing done is a really really good idea.maybe ther IS another reason for all of what you are currently feeling and considering your past alcohol use,well,there are certain effects on the liver that you do need to find out about.also,i really would mabe consider waiting on the Cig WD.this is just causing alot more stress right now than i think you may be able to actually handle.this would tend to increse your liklyhood of a relapse,and you definitely don't want that.
going off the cigs is really a great and healthy choice for you,but maybe just maybe trying to do both is not the best idea for right now,you know?getting and staying sober and taking care of possible health issues should be the only big things you should be concentrating on right now.then,once you feel a bit better and a little more "in control" of things,start working on the cig WD.you just need to really bring that stress level down to a minimum for right now in order to maintain your sobriety.you are just asking alot of yourself that may just not be possible right now.just take it slow for now and don't be so hard on yourself.you are alreaydoing yourself the best possible thing by stopping the alcohol.the cigs will go all in due time.
but make that doc appt.soon.take care and hang in there,things will get better.marcia