Thank guys. This is just getting so draining. It's like one day I will wake up and I'll be like hmmm okay maybe things are going to start to go better, then the next day I wake up and there will be new pimples. Be/c I thought my face was going to start healing even my dad who says, well I'm not going to say exactly what he says be/c I will be thrown off the board basically who cares don't worry about it... well a couple days ago he looked at me and said it looks better today, looks good. Then today he said that it looks like it's getting worse. It's just all the ups and downs. I feel like I can't take it anymore. My moms friend, a guy she worked for, for 15 years (she's a home health aid and he has no family so baiscally we are his family, she looks after him even though she can't work now) just went the hospital today and is very bad! My mom woke me up saying that she was going to the hospital with darlene be/c she knew I wouldn't leave the house. She doesn't drive so i take her everywhere. I just feel so bad be/c I would really like to be there for her and him. I hate this curse. Did you guys go through ups and downs?