Well, I took a Xanax before church today and it was like I took nothing at all. I was so incredibly restless.....like a "pent-up" animal!! I'm guessing that my switch back to the brand name Wellbutrin (from the generic) may be part of the issue. I do like Wellbutrin, as it does give me the energy I need in my workweek. I am able to expend this energy in the classroom. When at church, I am afraid of meeting new people and i just want to get "in and out". I do hate crowds (always have).
I did try Zoloft last year and had to stop it because of the side effects. I've tried Cymbalta, Lexapro, Buspar, Wellbutrin, Xanax, Klonopin...and the list goes on!
I have always been high-strung with anxiety and tenseness. I just need something that will "tone me down" when I know that an anxiety-ridden situation is at hand. Perhaps my dosage of Xanax is not high enough (.25mg); or, perhaps is the generic form that is not working for me.
Who knows.