thanks for the all the responses. and no im not in talk therapy. i am sure whats going on with me is directly hormone related so whats there to talk about? i just can not get up and get through a normal day. i have crying spells and im not sad. i have a beautiful 17 yr old daughter and a wonderful husband..three dogs that are my babies...a beautiful home and a successful business. my life is truly blessed and i love living it..even the challenges. i just have no energy at all, i can not sleep for days at a time then i sleep for days at a time, its takes everything i have to just get a shower and get dressed and im depended alot on daughter and husband to help with housework. ive put on 40 pounds since the thyroid treatment, i dont even look like myself, my hair is so long and dry from having hypothyroidism and my face is pale, i have hot flashes. my thyroid levels are within normal right now according to my doctors..although i have read on here theres a controversial issue concerning what the normal level is. im over the "new" normal level i read about here but can not find a doctor to agree with that yet. so whats left? if i continue down this path i will lose everything i have and i can not let that happen. im a strong, independent, educated person and the just snap out of it dr phil therapy isnt working. i can not pull myself out.