Hi Prince,
While I would never presume to speak for another person, I think what shore was doing was honestly reacting to your statements.
You yourself said that you sometimes take 8 per day of the percocet, even though that is more than is prescibed, and that 'you panicked and didnt mention it'.
One subject that is discussed here on an almost daily basis is the role of LA or long acting meds. Their whole purpose is to take us out of that up and down cycle that short acting meds cause. The doctor put you on the patch, with a break through med. If you are not only taking the breakthrough med daily, but occasionally exceeding your prescibed doseage. It is an obvious statement that your LA med is not sufficient for you.
Instead of communicating with your doctor, and raising your LA med, you chose to use your breakthrough meds.
No where on this board will you see one of us tell you thats a great thing, because its not. it is counter productive to your successful pain management.
I am not going to say anything about methadone, because to me, the bigger problem here seems to be that your communication with your doctor has completely broken down.
I would urge you to be honest with your doctor, and try going to a higher dosage of the patch, really, percocet or
roxicet, if you need your breakthrough meds more than 3-5 times a week, they are no longer breakthrough meds, they are part of your regimine.
I wish you much luck and I hope to read more of your posts.
Your Friend, Fabby