Threatened Again

[waftam]

Had to go back to the Doc today as my nrver ending Flu has given me sinus and chest infections. She asked how all was going and like a fool I was honest right down to the night I nearly put my car into a logging truck. Never did get a chance to say that the last 2 weeks at work have been full on with me doing 12 to 16 hour days. I was feeling great before that and I knew I was heading for a downer. The Flu, long hours and lack of sleep just made it worse. She wanted me to take a weeks sick leave ( I have about 3 months up) but we are still 2 short at work. I said to her "No". The PDoc was pushed again I said "No". She said to me she could get me committed. I told her not to threaten me or I stop coming. She said if I don't come back in 2 days she will process the paper work for commitment ( and people think I am paranoid). She gave me a script for Temazepam 20mg. I can fall asleep but have trouble staying that way when I am down or up. Sorta aggrevates the problem.
I don't like being threatened. I have told her that I am only after maintenence till the house is sold and I can get back home. Now I don't want to go back but if I don't there will be people coming to get me. That's what I get for being honest. Never again.
That is the short verson. I am truly afraid I will end up locked up.

On a good note, my ***** cat that I thought was dead came home last night.

[Pri Lily]

uuuhhhh, how do I put this.....

When a Doctor starts saying stuff like that, it's because they are worried about your physical health, and state of mind.

They don't really want anything happening to you while you are in their "care".

She is probably thinking more clearly than you are right now, and has assessed you as a "risk".

I was locked up a year and a half ago...it changed my life....things have been getting better ever since. If it were to happen, it doesn't HAVE to be a bad thing.

I would go back..

Good luck

Lil

[waftam]

I don't have a choice. I HAVE to go back.