End Of The Road For Me... Need Thoughts and Prayers

[Yossarian22]

my recommendations would be -

1.Waterfall
2.Shoot you down
3.Fools Gold
4.I am the resurrection

for starters. (may not be everyones cup of tea tho)

[kellibear]

ultram was one of my doc's when i couldn't get lortab--it is very addictive and not safe for any recovering addict. i had 6 grand-mal seizures from it!! it is an atypical opiate--which means our brains process it like a regular opiate--works on the same receptors--so be careful and congrats on your recovery!!

[g8trgrl15]

Yes, well those of you who don't read my other post, check it out.. Due to not being able to take the way I was feeling a moment longer... I got put back on sub. But read my post, as it tells you why.. and I'm all for hearing the pros and cons.. I'm confused about it myself.. I didn't like taking the ultram, or anything else for that matter.. I felt I had came so far and I didn't want to risk the chance of relapsing.. If staying on sub makes that happen, so be it.. I'll stay on it a little longer and wean off the right way.. very slowly..

love,
g8trgrl
Brandi

Yoss.. lol Well anyway, he says it in the movie a lot and it just made me think of you.. it was funny to me..

[Yossarian22]

hey brandi

i read your other post. Im sure you are aware of the story of 'the tortoise & the hare' ? .
No need to rush. You have a wonderful life ahead & it takes a lot of preparation. Im sur with your new prescription you will be well able to taper in that ammount of time. Dont feel anything but pride in what you have acheived this far. After all - its not as if you've relapsed! you've taken proffesional medical advice & are doing the best thing for you & your mind/body.
And i KNOW how much 'Tebow' speaking to you on the phone will have cheered you up - i bet you are still on cloud 9. Im still waiting for Salma Hayek to ring me. Im a patient man

take care

xxx

[g8trgrl15]

lol.. Salma Hayek, huh? Yeah, my husband likes her too..

Thanks for the encouragement.. And you're right. I think I was just being hard on myself. I wanted it to be over.. And I felt at the time it was a step backwards. Ya know? But now I know different. Life goes on and we do what we have to do to keep going. Because it doesn't stop just because we don't feel good.. I found that out when my baby was crying for me and I couldn't get off the couch. That was rough. Plus I was starting to get seriously depressed. But now I feel I'm back in the flow. I leave to go on a Cruise to Mexico in 9 days. I can't believe it. It was a Christmas present and now it's already time to go.. I'm excited. Ordered the new swimsuit and all. Well, I'll still post to say hello and let you guys know how it's going.. as you better as well.. I couldn't do it without you Yoss.. DON'T GO ANYWHERE.

Brandi