Its ok to be scared, its all new. This is the first time i have been on birth control as well. Iam not into 3 month using it. Iam on Loesterin 24 FE for me it cost about $50, and I dont have insurance. I have heard its a fairly new bc. Some women do pay $10 and up, depends on what your Dr. puts you on. If you do decide to go do it ask the Dr they give you a month or 2 supply to try before you fill the RX for the bc. If there is a planned parenthood nearby you, you should try them. Before I started the bc I weighted 123, and now in down to 118, its true some people do gain weight. I have started watching my portions of food I eat, I stop eating before I get full. Now i eat out 1-2 days a week instead of 3-4. I have not felt sick from taking the pill. I have been very very lightly spotting which is also said to happen. And that happened for a day. But Iam happy to say Im glad I did get on bc, I bearly get a cramp, dont feel bloated, and I dont have a heavy period either. So good luck if you do decide to do it. Im almost 27 and wonder why I didnt get on the pill sooner. I hope I have helped a little bit.