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sndman66 · 08-29-2003, 02:11 AM

well im in the sh** as we speak runs weak achey its been since 3:00am since i took last. i have a stash of restoril that i have been munchin on and sleepin all day. i got to get up for work at 3:00am but i workonly couple of hours and its in my truck driving around mail so i dont have to see anyone so thats nice. cause i know i look rotten. just felt like whining a little.

Autumn Angel · 08-29-2003, 02:53 AM

Sndman...Hi and welcome...your not whinning you are sharing your feelings like we all do here.

Now for the issue of your stepfather please confide in him ok? Look how awful you feel if you want off these drugs he can give you something (non narcotic) to help you like Clonidine you heard of it? Incase you havent its a blood pressure med that helps with the WD symptoms actually makes them pretty well go away or at the least cuts them in half. You will still need your Immodium and maybe some Advil for the aches. I used Red Bull energy drink for energy and a good multivitamin with Iron...mine is formulated for women of course. Hot baths and showers really help the aching legs and body. Have you heard of Suboxone? Its a wonderful drug that you dont feel any Wd a few members here are taking it you might want to look into that too. Take care and God bless.
Autumn.

sndman66 · 08-29-2003, 03:18 AM

thanks for the words will keep those in mind i am still unsure about stepfather if ican just get through the next day or two i will get better i have been over the hump before and i know thats not far from now.i just hate the evenings the wife works swings and isnt home till late 12:00 midnight so these are the worst because she isnt here. so it gets alittle depressing. i will keep those meds in mind if i get bad enough.

sndman66 · 08-29-2003, 03:55 AM

you know what pisses me off too is that i called the doc that has prescribed me all these vics and told him that i was going through wd due to the fact that i was abusing them and they said i probably just had the flu i was so upset.

sndman66 · 08-29-2003, 04:00 AM

its wierd now its comin in waves i am cumin up on 24hours without i dont crave them i am so disgusted that i let this happen that i dont think this will ever happen again. i was in the service for 10 years in special ops very disciplined and getting hooked on pills was kind of a joke i cant believe i let this happen