Thank you for your response.
He goes to a Pain Management Specialist. He just goes in once a month so that the Dr. can see him face to face. Then hands him the triplicate form to take to the pharmacy. He is actually prescribed Meth for chronic back pain, that's it.
He takes Zyprexa for insomnia and the Dr. told him it would help his anti depressant work better. (He was on Zoloft, and switched to Lexapro, but stopped taking it because he "isn't depressed".) As far as the diabetes concern, I did find information about that also. He was diagnosed as a kid with hypoglycemia. And since being on all this med he has gained 50+ lbs so Diabetes may be in the cards for him!
Alot of these things scare me, but my husband is one of those people that thinks nothing will happen to him.
He sleeps more than he is awake. Unless he is "up" with his high doses of Meth he sleeps all day and night, maybe waking to eat or just to smoke. He is supposed to be dieting and quitting smoking, but doesn't have any drive to do anything but sleep.
I don't want to abandon him, I do love him and we have children. I just go crazy with this cycle of abuse and worry about him dying.