I don't really think you have a bad memory, I do the same thing with my meds sometimes, I think we just have a lot on our minds. Thats why I had to go out and buy one of those daily pill boxes, if I open it up for Monday and the pill is gone I know I have taken it, and vice versa.
Why don't you go to a page for high blood pressure, and do some of the things they aren't supposed to do, to bring yours up.
What do you think of another beta blocker? I know that many work with you blood pressure by dropping your heart rate. Maybe that one just isn't cutting it. What have you tried so far with what results?
The wierdest thing happened with me, every single anti deppresant I have tried (and there have been about 16) and they all end me up in ER with tachycardia, except for Celexa an ssri and Trazodone a Trycyclic anti, but the one I am on now generic prozac/fluoxetine is majorly dropping my heart rate, it likes to hang out in the low 60's or 70's, 80's when I am anxious. I would have never thought I would be here after almost a year of tachycardia, sometimes it's just finding the right med. Hope all is better soon. Talk to you later, Dawn