Rosie....Good morning...I just wanted to chime in and say that when i quit 24 days ago...some AA friends of mine interviened (sp.?)...it was kinda a situation like yours, they dragged me to a meeting, in full w/d, and then they pushed and pushed for me to go to the ER and be admitted. Once we got there, they refused to keep me, the ER doctor gave me some
bentyl, i couldn't get any clonidine because my blood pressure was already on the low side, and they gave me info on a 12 step program thru the hospital and sent me on my way. My point is...those hard-core AA people really push and push to go to treatment, go to treatment....i was ready to quit, but not to leave my children, but at that split second when everything came crashing down, i would've been admitted or have done anything just to get off of those pills. Don't let anyone push you into detox, you do what you think is right. It DOES seem like you are having a hard time w/tapering.
I really don't see why you don't find a good addictionologist and tell him or her your situation and see if you can do this at home. Grab some good books and movies, some fluffy pillows and blankets and get some meds to make you more comfortable and ride the storm out for a couple of days. It really isn't as bad as your mind is making it out to be...it will be one week of feeling crabby and sick...you CAN do this, if i did it, anyone here CAN!!!! Please remember i have gotten sober under the most undesirable conditions and still made it!!!! I am routing for ya Rosie. Whatever you decide, make sure it is what YOU want.
I hope you have a good day, and grab that immodium today instead of the pain pills...
I wish you the best of luck and i will help in any way i can....
luv,
LISA