hopefully i didnt set myself back too much

[no patience]

Originally Posted by gambino1028

hi... wonder sometimes how a stranger can care more than people i actually know...thanx it means alot, anywayim doing ok, had a little slip up, i felt my self slipping BIT YESTERDAY, guess a moment of weakness, im not gonna lie, i am ashamed of myself a bit, but i bought 6 roxicet 5 mgs, yesterday off a friend, i took 2 at noon, took 1 at 8pm, got some rest, today i got up around 9am, felt ok, did a few things around the house i had been neglecting, i then took 1 at 1030am...i know this might set me back a little bit, but im just trying to take off some of the edge..the way im looking at it right now is, hey 2 months ago i was taking 3-80 mgs pills of oxycontin a day, that is 240 mgs...today ive taken 1 roxicet 5mg...call me a cheater, but im trying hopefully by saturday i can say i aint taking nothing at all!

gambino replyed on sad sisters post sorry still new and confused read under sadsiters

[no patience]

Originally Posted by no patience

gambino dont dwell on slipping up i look at as a moment of weakness which we all have there are so many times ive been tempted to call my doc and just say put me back on methadone this is one of the hardest things ive ever had to deal with so i completely understand i look at addicts in a whole different light now i feel so bad with what they have to go through everyday when the withdrawals are over i thought ok this is it i did it wrong this is forever just take it one day at a time which we have all heard before please just hang in there my thoughts are with you i hope my words wernt to korny but i just feel for you peace and hang in there kelleigh