recently I am so depressed I have no motivation to do anything, I am skipping classes, eating all the time, I have cuts all over my wrists. I have withdrawn socially so much to the point where I am losing friends. This guy that liked me no longer is interested in me, friends are losing interest, and I can honestly say I am lonelier than I have ever been in my entire life. I got off meds a few weeks ago and I will not go back on them, does anyone know, if it is because of the medication withdrawal, how long it takes for this to pass? I just feel awful and I don't have the energy to get myself out of this lonely hole I have created for myself.