I am so fed up. I have been living with chronic pain for so long. 36 years old, originally injured back during childbirth, now the last two years have been a living hell. No insurance. Finally got state medicaid and have found out its just as bad as no insurance. Today I saw this neurosurgeon, who tells me that nothing surgically can be done to correct me. But, acted as if nothing was really wrong, when there is majorly. He wants me to go back to pain mangement which didn't help me before, back to physical therapy, which I can't go to because they won't except medicaid.
Then the comment was made that depression intensifys pain. Well i know I am having some depression issues that I believe anyone would going through this, after not working for a year etc living in pain. - The thing is depression isn't going to make my legs quit working. I feel like I've been blown off. Back to pain management????? The shots did nothing for me before.
My mri states clear problems, yet they are just dismissing me. Or atleast that doctor is.
I guess maybe meds for depression could help my attitude, maybe..but don't really think its gonna change my pain. ramblin ghere sorry.