Hello Good People-
I am ready to return to you, my support community! The last I wrote was to say that I was fusing (Yippee) and I was finally feeling better after a pretty rotten time of it post-op. Well, I am happy to say that I am still feeling so much better. But I needed a break from myself. I was very distrustful that I would continue to feel well and I was determined to make hay while the sun shone. So, I did. I have gloried in my wellness. I am beginning to believe that whatever went so drastically wrong back in August is finally over. My NS feels it was a myalgic reaction to Zocor (a cholesterol medication- of all things). It is certainly true that I started to improve from the moment I was taken off of the drug. I asked my GP to do a CPK back in Dec but she declined. Thus, I can't be sure of anything. Except, I am better.
My bad back journey started 3 years ago. After 2 surgeries I am left with an irregular heartbeat, valve disease, a cervical herniation, about a 50% loss of strength and function, nerve damage, and an extra 30 pounds. BUT I feel danged grateful because I am not in constant pain anymore. I take my surgeon's word for it that I will slowly gain muscle condition and strength. Bring it on.
When that awful vertigo and muscle weakness and joint pain left me back in February, I went back to the pool. This is a huge deal for me because it means I have to get up at 4:30 to walk my dogs, drive 30 miles to town, swim, and be to work by 7:30. The swimming is so good for my back but it costs me quite a bit in terms of fatique and so on. I get home at 4:30 and walk my dogs and from there it is a short list of chores and to bed by 8 pm. I do it as an investment in my health. I've started to shed the pounds. My gait is improved. I can't say I'm much stronger but that will take more than 8 or 10 weeks, sadly.
I can't even say that I am really past being spooked by all of my bad luck health-wise. I'm still braced for the next awful thing to happen. I had a root canaled tooth infect on me a month ago! I was on anti-b's for weeks and they ripped up my guts. An ulcer!!!! Am now taking Priloces Rx. It has the docs casting a nervous eye on my beloved Motrin!!! I need my Motrin.
You get the picture. I'm doing OK. I am trying to catch up from months (years!) of being the back patient. But I have to pace myself for everything. I can do one load of laundry in a day. I can mop the floors. If I do them both in the same day I will spend the night lying on an ice pack. And the beat goes on.
I enjoyed my break. But I am still a recovering back patient and I am looking forward to reading how you have been. It's nice to be home. Take good care - Suzy-Q