Feeling Blue

[Black Kat]

Hey gals! I am feeling really down and frustrated today. It started this morning when I made the stupid mistake of taking a hpt, and it was negative. Everything just seemed so perfect this time, so what gives? I'm just so frustrated with this IF junk! Why can't we just get a break for once? DH wasn't happy because I did the hpt, he thought I should've waited for my beta on Friday. I just thought it would help prepare me mentally, you know? It's so hard to keep it together on the phone when the drs office calls with bad news. I must admit I did test early. I expect to start on Sunday, because I had my + OPK and trigger shot on cycle day 13, IUI was on day 14. I know on the test it said only 51% tested + when testing 4 days before expected period, so I guess there's still hope. What's strange is the girls have been sore since last Saturday, and last night I saw a hint of blood. My Mom reminded me that it must not be God's timing, but that doesn't make it hurt any less! Anyway, thanks for letting me vent. It's nice to be able to talk with people who understand. Sorry this post is so long.

Kat

[Amy 333]

Black Kat. . .. i do think it is still early. Don t give up as yet. I know its difficult not to test however try to hold on until your beta. Dh hates seeing you upset so its natural that he acted that way.
May your spotting be implantation bleeding??
I know what our relatives say hurts sometimes but its because they want to help but don tknow how coz they haven t been through it.....

We are here for you if you need us.
Keeping my fingers crossed for you.

Amy

[JAM82]

[QUOTE=Black Kat;2944529]

Hi Kat,

Im sorry to hear your feeling so blue but im sure it will pass .
My dh wasnt happy at all when i gave into the hpt monster either however i thought the same as you prepare myself mentally, trouble is it doesnt really does it? my af showed up a few days later and i was just as upset so really i was kidding myself really.
Its still early days kat so try to remain positive because if you do and things dont work out at least you can feel a tiny bit better in the fact that you have done everything right!
Anyway the spotting could be implantation bleeding!
Im sure you have just tested too early and have my fingers crossed all will turn out well.Its not over till af sings!

Whens the beta anyway?

x

[Mapia74]

Oh Kat I am so sorry u are feeling down.I just want u to know u did take the HPT early.I would try not to worry and just wait till Friday.I will be praying for u girl.Keep ur head up remember must stay positive.

Mapia

[nellie46]

I'm so sorry to hear that your day isn't up to par but just keep in mind it's awefully early so just hang in there and don't stress to bad ok! Baby dust to you.